Things Change

It’s strange how things work out, you know? At grad today I was watching everyone walk across the stage smiling, and all I could think of was how badly I would have rather slept in this morning. It was fun and everything, but somehow so different from grade nine grad. I could not stop myself from crying and crying that evening. And it’s stupid, because everyone I thought I’d miss then, I went on to see nearly every day of my high school career. But now, there’s a considerable chance that I’ll never see some of these people again after exams. And… I never even came close to crying. Nothing. Not even that feeling in my throat that I get during sappy parts of movies. Just nothing.

There is an optional math midterm tomorrow, and the conditions are if you take it and get a decent mark you can replace a bad unit final mark with it. And I can’t decide whether or not I should do it. I mean, the chances of me getting anything higher than a menial pass are slim, and then I’ll have gotten to school at seven in the morning for nothing. I don’t know. And on top of that, I don’t need a ‘good’ math mark, anyways. Just eighty three in bio… that’s all I need from this last semester…

My cool parents bough me the unrated uncut two-disc set of Underworld! That makes me very happy! And soon I will have successfully viewed every episode of 24 ever created!

(11:04 PM) Yatta Furaimsu wa kattaze!! Flames won, yeah!! So today was so cool! First I went shopping with Katie this afternoon and then went to the church and watched the game with Ben and Angie and Robyn and Matt and Jared and Ryan and Micky. It was awesome!! I’m so happy we won! Hopefully the cup, too!